Wherever you go there you are - 7
“Contemplating “What is my Way?” is an excellent element to inject into our meditation practice. We don’t have to come up with answers, nor think that there has to be one particular answer. Better not to think at all. Instead, only persist in asking the question, letting any answers that formulate just come of themselves and go of themselves. As with everything else in the meditation practice, we just watch, listen, note, let be, let go, and keep generating the question, “What is my Way?”, “What is my path?”, “Who am I?”
不断问自己的道,观察每一个自以为对的答案,观察自己不断地对自己的之前答案的否定,不断得出新的答案。这是一个螺旋上升的过程。
“Tuning in to your breath when you find yourself lying down. Feel it moving in your entire body. Dwell with the breath in various regions of your body, such as the feet, the legs, the pelvis and genitals, the belly, the chest, the back, the shoulders, the arms, the throat and neck, the head, the face, the top of your head. Listen carefully. Allow yourself to feel whatever is present. Watch the sensations in the body flux and change. Watch your feelings about them flux and change. Try meditating on purpose lying down, not just around bedtime. Do it out of bed, on the floor, at different times of the day. Do it in fields and meadows on occasion, under trees, in the rain, in the snow.”
禅宗的出、入、息。息和这里说的Dwell with the breath很类似,在呼和下一次吸中间停住的时间。
“Changing the filter, wiping noses, going to meetings, picking up around the house, washing dishes, checking the dipstick—don’t let yourself think these are distracting you from your more serious pursuits. Such a round of chores is not a set of difficulties we hope to escape from so that we may do our “practice” which will put us on a “path”—it is our path.”
做“杂事”并不是修炼的阻碍,而是修炼本身,就像少林寺也有各种杂事要做,也不是天天打坐的。
“Instead, we watch television at the end of the day, a pale electronic fire energy, and pale in comparison. We submit ourselves to constant bombardment by sounds and images that come from minds other than our own, that fill our heads with information and trivia, other people’s adventures and excitement and desires. Watching television leaves even less room in the day for experiencing stillness. It soaks up time, space, and silence, a soporific, lulling us into mindless passivity. “Bubble gum for the eyes,” Steve Allen called it. Newspapers do much the same. They are not bad in themselves, but we frequently conspire to use them to rob ourselves of many precious moments in which we might be living more fully.”
这里让我想起了自己几年前,吃饭的时候也要看各种下饭视频,食不知味。过去在作者写书的时代是电视,报纸,占据了大量的时间,现在是互联网资讯,短视频,占据了更多的碎片化时间,挤占了我们和自己相处的时间,和家人相处的时间,收获的往往是一时的快感。